So, a couple months ago, my grandma was diagnosed with kidney cancer.  The tumor is about the size of a football.  She is currently on medication to try and shrink it so they can try surgery to try and remove it.  The meds are making her weak.

Today I had to go up and help my aunt get her up cus she fell on the floor in the bathroom.  I volunteered to go and sit and hang out with her monday and tuesday nights while my aunt's at work.  She's afraid to leave her alone, in case she'll fall again.  Plus, my grandma won't eat or drink anything unless you almost force her.

I'm almost scared she's giving up.  She has stopped visiting my grandpa's gravesite cus she said she'll be there soon enough herself.  And to make matters worse, in 2 months, it'll be a year since he died.  I just wish she'd get the strength to fight it.